Miss Wanna Die

Awake, I open my eyes to see
A hospital, so white and clean
I was walking up to the roof, I think
Then can't recall
At all a single thing
Held a hand for me

You were there, I know
But couldn't reach
The me, that would fall
Down all the time
But stand and reach my hand to see

Have you tried crossing over yet?
I wanna die, wanna die
But don't really wanna die
You were there, you would care
Making me aware

Every scar, all the blood
More and more, they're never done
Not enough, not enough

I wanna die, wanna die
But don't really wanna die
If I die, you would cry
And I don't know why
Every scar, all the blood
More and more, they're never done
Not enough, not enough

When, I forget you I'm all alone
Without a place to go, but then
Played a mirror like a show

The past I used to
Know a dream till I
See every part of me

Eyes of red
Following and
I wanna live, wanna live
Deep inside I've always been
Reaching out for a hand

So don't let this be the end
Mushrooms growing on my head
Still remember even then
Where you are
When I'm dead

I wanna die, wanna die
But don't really wanna die
You were there, you would care
You know it really isn't fair
Every time I forgot

You remain inside my thoughts
Not enough, not enough
I wanna die, wanna die, wanna die
But I still couldn't die

With you by my side
Behind the days I spent alone, afraid
Now you're here to stay
La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la

And the scars never fades memories to replay
Rewind yet again to the pain
We fall on that day