My Life In a Nutshell

My life in a nutshell
This is my life in a nutshell

This is my life in a nutshell
Heaven's so far away I'm startin' to love hell
They know me for my talent, my talent
But don't know how my pain feels
These prescriptions that I fill-ill
Never make the pain heal (fuck)

Back in the lost and found, I go
But I'm more lost than found, I know
I feel so cold in la like I'm sittin' back at home, chicago
They say livin's harder than dying, I'm willing to gamble that
Find me unresponsive in a hotel room, girl, can you handle that?
Worst case scenario
You still hear my songs on the stereo
You still hear my name on the radio
So I'll live forever, forever

This is my life in a nutshell
Heaven's so far away I'm startin' to love hell
They know me for my talent, my talent
But don't know how my pain feels
These prescriptions that I fill-ill
Never make the pain heal

Ho-oh-oh
Death melodies I sing
Cardiac arrest knows
I hate to bring the negative vibes in the room
But that's the ugly truth
So much of my life and time the world's consumed
I throw the deuce and grab the noose
Onto the next chapter
None of this matters
I've been feelin' helpless

This is my life in a nutshell
Heaven's so far away I'm startin' to love hell
They know me for my talent, my talent
But don't know how my pain feels
These prescriptions that I fill-ill
Never make the pain heal