TO FEEL ALIVE

Kali Uchis' song 'TO FEEL ALIVE' is a raw and emotional exploration of the human desire for genuine experiences and emotions. The repeated refrain, 'I just wanna feel somethin',' underscores a deep yearning for authenticity in a world that often feels superficial and unkind. This longing is a central theme throughout the song, as Uchis navigates through personal betrayals, societal expectations, and her own sense of identity.

In the verses, Uchis reflects on a past relationship that turned sour, expressing a mix of bitterness and resilience. Lines like 'I loved you well just for you to turn to an enemy' and 'I love the smell of you burnin' your last bridge with me' reveal a sense of betrayal and the painful process of moving on. Despite the hurt, she maintains a sense of defiance and self-worth, as seen in 'Kick me while I'm down, and still I get up.' This resilience is a testament to her strength and determination to remain true to herself, even when faced with adversity.

The song also delves into themes of self-acceptance and societal pressures. Uchis acknowledges her imperfections and rejects the idea of conforming to societal standards, singing 'I'm not the perfect pretty girl up on the magazine.' This rejection of superficial norms is a powerful statement about embracing one's true self, flaws and all. The repeated chorus, 'I just wanna feel alive,' serves as a poignant reminder of the importance of living authentically and fully, despite the challenges and setbacks one might face.

' TO FEEL ALIVE' is a powerful anthem for anyone who has ever felt misunderstood or out of place. Through her candid lyrics and emotive delivery, Kali Uchis invites listeners to embrace their true selves and seek out genuine connections and experiences. The song is a celebration of resilience, self-acceptance, and the relentless pursuit of authenticity in a world that often demands conformity.