I'm Not In Love

Kelsey Lu's rendition of 'I'm Not In Love' is a haunting exploration of emotional denial and vulnerability. The song's lyrics revolve around the protagonist's repeated insistence that they are not in love, despite actions and feelings that suggest otherwise. This contradiction creates a poignant tension, as the protagonist tries to convince both themselves and their partner that their feelings are merely a 'silly phase.' The repeated refrain 'I'm not in love' serves as a mantra, a desperate attempt to maintain emotional distance and protect oneself from potential heartbreak.

The lyrics also delve into the complexities of human relationships and the fear of emotional intimacy. Lines like 'I like to see you, but then again, that doesn't mean you mean that much to me' reveal a struggle to downplay the significance of the relationship. The mention of keeping a picture on the wall 'to hide a nasty stain' is a metaphor for using superficial reasons to mask deeper emotional connections. The protagonist's insistence on not making a fuss or telling friends about the relationship further underscores their fear of vulnerability and commitment.

The recurring line 'Big boys don't cry' adds another layer to the song, highlighting societal expectations around emotional expression, particularly for men. This phrase suggests that the protagonist feels pressured to suppress their emotions to conform to these norms. The song's closing lines, 'Do not let somebody else's problem become yours,' serve as a cautionary note, perhaps indicating the protagonist's internal struggle to maintain their emotional boundaries while grappling with their true feelings. Kelsey Lu's ethereal voice and minimalist instrumentation amplify the song's emotional depth, making 'I'm Not In Love' a compelling exploration of love, denial, and vulnerability.