Nota de Voz
Kenzy (Rkt)
Silent Cries: The Pain of Unspoken Trauma
Kenzy's song "Nota de Voz" is a poignant and raw exploration of childhood trauma and the lasting impact it has on an individual's life. The lyrics reveal a deeply personal narrative of a young girl who was forced into silence by the horrific experiences she endured. The repetition of being 'callada' (silent) not by choice but due to the circumstances highlights the oppressive nature of her suffering. The song delves into the emotional turmoil and the psychological scars left by the abuse, as well as the struggle to be believed and understood by those closest to her.
The artist uses vivid imagery and powerful language to convey the depth of her pain. The reference to her body trembling and feeling like she was in hell with the devil touching her paints a harrowing picture of the abuse. The lyrics also touch on the internal conflict and self-blame that often accompany such experiences. Kenzy expresses a desire for vengeance against her abuser, but also a profound sense of guilt and self-reproach for the damage inflicted upon her own psyche. This duality of emotions is a common theme in narratives of trauma, where the victim grapples with both anger and self-doubt.
Kenzy's plea for understanding and validation from her mother underscores the isolation and helplessness felt by many survivors of abuse. The repeated questioning of why she has to see a psychologist and whether she is 'damaged' inside reflects the stigma and misunderstanding surrounding mental health and trauma. The song also addresses the societal tendency to silence and dismiss the voices of the vulnerable, as seen in the line 'cuando los grandes hablan los chiquitos hacen shhh' (when the adults speak, the little ones stay quiet). Through "Nota de Voz," Kenzy not only shares her personal story but also sheds light on the broader issues of child abuse, mental health, and the need for empathy and support for survivors.