Whatever Happens First

Khloe Rose

I got this close to packing up my bags and leaving
A year ago, around this time
But, right at the door, I turned around, I couldn't trust the feeling
Does leaving home ever feel right?

But I'm never gonna like myself
If I'm standing where the curtain fell

'Cause it can't get any worse
And I can't get any worse
So, I'll change my life, or I'll lose my mind
Whatever happens first
I guess I hate to leave the memories
But I'm sick of the reminders
'Cause I've grieved enough in growing up
No need to fuel the fire

(Oh-ooh-ooh) I left for a week
A giant city really made me notice (ooh-ooh)
How free I felt in a new place
(Oh-ooh-ooh) and, when I got home, I lost the person
Who had made sticking around feel worth it (ooh-ooh)
So, now I think it's time to go

This room has watched me fall apart so bad I couldn't walk
And this house has seen me cry so hard, if these four walls could talk
'Cause I've said: Goodbye forever, to some people that I loved
I guess I needed all those things to feel I'm growing up

'Cause it can't get any worse
And I can't get any worse

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