X & CUD (feat. XXXTENTACION)

The pain in my heart just won't end
The words that I find just don't seem to compare
Awaiting my death in the end
Alone, I must seek out the end to begin

Mind is the maze thinkin' 'bout what I can't change
Devil's on my head and I don't want to worry my friends
They told me: Say somethin', don't think they'd understand
Momma truly gets when my daddy left, the wound, it ain't mend
Livin' out a life surrounded by lies, I try, I know
Sayin': Goodbye, but you're stuck in my mind, the Sun done went away, oh
Heaven, she knows I try, burn this blunt of mine, oh, with teary eyes
Search and you will find you, yeah, ay-oh

So, nobody wants death 'cause nobody wants life to end
I'm the only one stressed and the only one tired of havin' fake friends
Faced my fears
Can't keep love at all

Will he cower? Never, ever, Cleveland City
Born a grinder, watch him ripping, can't stop him
Came in filthy, double O'a, reppin' for 'em
Keep a flow up, bumpin' Camp L'oa, Cud Lucini
Boy in the gritty city, this nigga had his Wheaties, huh
Runnin' my mission, love, and God had looked out
Them niggas lungin', dawg, don't care about y'all
See, I'm off, and I'm finna soar, I'm goin' high up

You can't tell me nothin', you could never
In my varsity sleeves, leather, know I do it better
And these things, it seems, pile up on me heavily
So, I just need my blunt and my girl to cuddle and love
I'm done with that deal, got Nikes back on my heels
Call up my nigga, Sil, world tourin', pack up, we kill
And it's pictures on Reels, we gettin' it poppin', no pills
You see, they jockin' 'em still, nigga, I'm doin' it ill