Lost Again

Say I don't need anyone, but I do
Why is it always misery that I choose?
Am I only climbing, so I can fall?
When you can turn my only hope into my hospital

So why do I run for the flames?
'Cause there's no way back
And they're all I have
Am I, am I so lost again?
I'd give everything, but I never will

I'll close my eyes
'Cause the world outside is going under
You know I die
I would leave this life to find another
If there's a universe, even one reality
Where I'm enough for me

Now all of my nightmares are comin' true
And I've seen beyond the darkest side of the Moon, oh
I've walked in the shadows, but how do I run
From monsters in the mirror that I'm afraid that I've become?

So why do I run for the flames?
'Cause there's no way back
And they're all I have
Am I, am I so lost again?
I'd give everything, but I never will

I'll close my eyes
'Cause the world outside is going under
You know I die
I would leave this life to find another
If there's a universe, even one reality
Where I'm enough for me

Where I'm enough for me

Am I, am I so lost again?
If there's no way back?
Is this all I have?
If I'm alive but lost again
Given everything
When I'll never win

I'll close my eyes
'Cause the world outside is going under
You know I die
I would leave this life to find another
If there's a universe, even one reality
Where I'm enough for me