Kinmokusei No Yoru

Kinoko Teikoku's song 'Kinmokusei No Yoru' is a poignant exploration of nostalgia and longing, set against the backdrop of a night filled with the scent of kinmokusei (fragrant olive). The lyrics capture the bittersweet emotions that often surface during quiet, reflective moments at night. The singer finds themselves reminiscing about a past relationship, triggered by the familiar scent of kinmokusei, which serves as a powerful olfactory reminder of a time when they were deeply connected with someone special.

The song delves into the internal conflict of wanting to reach out to an old flame while simultaneously grappling with the fear of reopening old wounds. The lines 'かける、かけない / 会いたい、会いたくない' (Call, not call / Want to see, don't want to see) encapsulate this emotional tug-of-war. The singer's memories are vivid and persistent, as they recall the carefree days of their past relationship, where '怖いものなど何もなかったね' (There was nothing to be afraid of). Despite the passage of time and the inevitability of moving on, the singer acknowledges that these memories will never truly fade.

As the seasons change and summer gives way to autumn, the scent of kinmokusei once again brings the past rushing back. The singer is reminded of their former lover through small, seemingly insignificant details, like finding their favorite ice cream at a convenience store. This sudden flood of memories evokes a mix of emotions, from sadness to a reluctant acceptance that life goes on. The song ultimately suggests that while the past may be tinged with melancholy, it is also a cherished part of one's personal history that shapes who they are today.