Ame ni Saku Hana
Kiyoshi Hikawa
The Melancholy of Unfulfilled Love in 'Ame ni Saku Hana'
Kiyoshi Hikawa's song 'Ame ni Saku Hana' (translated as 'A Flower Blooming in the Rain') is a poignant exploration of unfulfilled love and lingering longing. The lyrics convey a deep sense of resignation and sorrow as the narrator reflects on a love that could never be. The opening lines, 'およばぬこととあきらめました / だけど恋しいあの人よ' (I have given up on what cannot be / But I still long for that person), set the tone for the entire song, highlighting the internal conflict between acceptance and yearning.
The metaphor of a flower blooming in the rain is central to the song's emotional landscape. This imagery suggests beauty and resilience amidst adversity, much like the narrator's enduring love despite the separation. The lines '雨に打たれて咲いている / 花が私の恋華しら' (A flower blooming in the rain / That flower is my love) encapsulate this sentiment, portraying the narrator's love as something pure and beautiful, yet subjected to the harshness of reality.
The song also delves into the theme of memory and the pain of reminiscence. The narrator's sorrow is palpable as they recall the past, '別れた人を思えば悲しい / 呼んでみたとて遠い空' (Thinking of the person I parted with makes me sad / Even if I call out, they are far away). This sense of distance and unattainability is further emphasized in the closing lines, where the narrator is left alone with their tears, '窓に涙のレガが晴れ / ひとり泣くのよむせぶのよ' (Tears clear from the window / I cry alone, I sob alone). The song beautifully captures the essence of a love that remains vivid in memory but is forever out of reach.