Deprimido singular
K.O.M.A.
Navigating Singular Depression: A Journey Through Emotional Turbulence
K.O.M.A.'s song "Deprimido singular" delves into the complex emotional landscape of an individual grappling with depression. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of someone struggling to find their breath, both literally and metaphorically, as they navigate the challenges of life. The opening lines, "Jugar aguantando la respiración / Buscando el aire con las manos," suggest a sense of suffocation and desperation, as if the person is trying to grasp at something intangible to stay afloat. This imagery sets the tone for the rest of the song, highlighting the internal battle between appearing brave and the urge to flee from overwhelming situations.
The chorus, "Dejarnos llevar por la corriente alterna / Yo voy si tu vas, te dejo si me dejas," speaks to the idea of being swept away by alternating currents, symbolizing the unpredictable nature of emotions and relationships. The mutual dependency expressed here underscores the importance of support systems in dealing with mental health issues. The line "Pensar con ésto qué quieren decir / Da igual, sonríe por si acaso" reflects the confusion and ambiguity often associated with depression, where understanding one's feelings can be elusive, and sometimes, a smile is a mere facade to mask the inner turmoil.
As the song progresses, it touches on themes of disillusionment and fear of failure, with lines like "Lavar desengaños que puedan venir / Negando el miedo al fracaso." This suggests a constant effort to cleanse oneself of disappointments while denying the fear of not succeeding. The repeated phrase "Dejarnos llevar por la corriente alterna" reinforces the idea of being at the mercy of fluctuating emotions. The final lines, "Todo es mucho para el 'raro' / Deprimido singular / Todo pasa más despacio / Esperando a que me vuelvas a hablar," encapsulate the essence of the song. They convey a sense of isolation and the feeling that time drags on painfully slow for someone who feels out of place, waiting for a connection that might bring solace.