Make Me Bad/ In Between Days
KoRn
The Duality of Longing and Despair in KoRn's 'Make Me Bad/In Between Days'
KoRn's song 'Make Me Bad/In Between Days' is a powerful exploration of inner turmoil, emotional dependency, and the struggle between self-destruction and the need for connection. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a person grappling with their own salvation, surrounded by negativity and a lack of compassion. The opening lines, 'I am watching the rise and fall of my salvation / There's so much shit around me / Such a lack of compassion,' set the tone for a narrative steeped in despair and disillusionment.
The chorus, 'I feel the reason as it's leaving me, no, not again / (Make me bad) / It's quite deceiving as I'm feeling the flesh made me bad,' delves into the theme of self-blame and the deceptive nature of one's own desires. The repetition of 'Make me bad' suggests a cyclical pattern of seeking out negative experiences or relationships, perhaps as a way to feel something, anything, in the face of emotional numbness. This is further emphasized by the lines, 'I want something to do / Need to feel the sickness in you,' indicating a craving for intensity, even if it is harmful.
Interwoven with these themes is a sense of longing and regret, particularly in the verses borrowed from The Cure's 'In Between Days.' Lines like 'Yesterday I got so old I felt like I could die / Yesterday away from you, it made me want to cry' and 'Come back, come back, don't walk away / Come back, come back, come back today' highlight the pain of separation and the desperate desire for reconciliation. The juxtaposition of these lyrics with KoRn's darker themes creates a poignant contrast, underscoring the complexity of human emotions and relationships.
Ultimately, 'Make Me Bad/In Between Days' is a haunting reflection on the duality of longing and despair, capturing the essence of feeling trapped between self-destructive tendencies and the yearning for connection. The song's raw emotion and introspective lyrics resonate deeply, making it a compelling piece that speaks to the darker aspects of the human experience.