Counting

KoRn's song 'Counting' delves deep into the emotional turmoil and inner struggles of an individual who feels exploited and misunderstood. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of someone grappling with their mental anguish while being taken advantage of by others. The opening lines, 'I came back to face what's growing in my head,' suggest a return to confront personal demons, only to find that those around them are more interested in exploiting their vulnerability than offering support. This sense of betrayal is further emphasized with the line, 'One day you'll beg for me,' hinting at a future reckoning or a desire for vindication.

The recurring theme of silence and suppressed pain is palpable throughout the song. The protagonist's choice to 'say nothing' while 'screaming all my pain' highlights the internal conflict and the struggle to voice their suffering. This silent scream is met with indifference, as others are 'there counting,' seemingly more concerned with their gain than the protagonist's well-being. This metaphor of 'counting' can be interpreted as a critique of those who measure their success by the suffering of others, a common theme in KoRn's exploration of personal and societal issues.

The latter part of the song shifts to a more cynical view of fame and materialism. The lines, 'They get the money for the things on you / They give ya money, and the girls and the fame,' reflect the superficial rewards that come with success, contrasting sharply with the protagonist's genuine motivations. The repeated assertion, 'I only do it for the fun and the games,' underscores a sense of disillusionment with the industry's hollow promises. This juxtaposition of personal pain and external exploitation creates a powerful narrative that resonates with listeners who have experienced similar feelings of being used and misunderstood.