Hatsukoi

Kozo Murashita's song 'Hatsukoi' (First Love) is a poignant exploration of the bittersweet emotions associated with one's initial romantic experiences. The lyrics are imbued with a sense of nostalgia and longing, capturing the essence of a young heart grappling with unspoken feelings and the passage of time. The imagery of 'さみだれはみどりいろ' (the early summer rain is green) and 'ゆうばえはあんずいろ' (the evening glow is apricot-colored) paints a vivid picture of the natural world, mirroring the internal emotional landscape of the protagonist.

The song delves into the inner turmoil of unrequited love, where the protagonist is unable to express their feelings ('すきだよといえずにはつこいは' - unable to say 'I love you'). This unspoken love is likened to a pendulum, swinging back and forth, symbolizing the constant emotional oscillation and the heart's indecision. The schoolyard setting ('ほうかごのこうていをはしるきみがいた' - you were running in the schoolyard after school) evokes a sense of innocence and the simplicity of youth, while also highlighting the distance and separation felt by the protagonist.

The recurring theme of 'あさいゆめだからむねをはなれない' (because it is a shallow dream, it does not leave my heart) underscores the lasting impact of these early romantic feelings. Despite their fleeting nature, these emotions leave a deep imprint on the heart, lingering long after the moments have passed. The song beautifully captures the universal experience of first love, with its mix of joy, sadness, and the wistful yearning for what might have been.