Yokusou
Kuroyuri To Kage
Drowning in Despair: The Dark Allure of 'Yokusou'
Kuroyuri To Kage's song 'Yokusou' delves into the depths of human despair and the consuming nature of dark desires. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a person being dragged into a dimly lit entrance, symbolizing the beginning of a descent into a dark, emotional abyss. The repeated use of the word '溺れて' (drowning) emphasizes the overwhelming nature of these desires, suggesting a loss of control and a surrender to the consuming emotions. The imagery of a razor's desire and the warmth of drowning further intensifies the sense of being engulfed by these dark urges.
The song continues to explore themes of decay and destruction, with the protagonist feeling corrupted and broken. The line '腐って 壊れた私は 侵食してゆく' (I am rotting, broken, and being eroded) highlights the internal decay and the sense of being consumed from within. The protagonist's struggle is evident as they reach out and glare, only to find themselves flowing towards ruin. The mention of '無数の赤' (countless reds) staining their white skin suggests a violent and painful transformation, one that is met with a mocking smile from someone who dislikes their true self.
As the song progresses, the protagonist awakens to the realization that they have been drowning in shallow desires. The morning sun, a symbol of hope and renewal, is obscured, leaving them in darkness. The inability to see their reflection in the mirror signifies a loss of identity and self-awareness. The final lines reveal a hidden, non-idealistic self that has been pushed down and concealed, only to be brought to the surface by someone else, who turns out to be the protagonist themselves. This twist underscores the internal conflict and the self-destructive nature of their desires, leaving the listener with a haunting sense of introspection and reflection.