Y Como Duele

I didn't think
That ending with you
Was going to cost me so much that
One day I was going to find
The shape of my shoe
That after losing you
I was going to love you more

That the bad moments
Were more than the good ones
And that you only laughed
To disguise them
Today it's my turn to laugh
Biting my lips
And swallowing one by one
All my words

And how it hurts
To have cut your wings
And see you in other arms
Unconsciously I did it
I was the author of this wrong step
And in the end, whoever endures
Well, I was the only guilty one
That you packed your bags

Today I'm drowning
And I'll see you in the same glass
And from the same bitter drink
That you drank because of me
What good is it to feel it
And regret it in passing
If with my regret
My conscience is not relieved

What irony
After despising you
I seek your company
Today I knock on your door
That one day I slammed in your face
Maybe without realizing
How much I hurt you

I never wanted to listen
When you talked to me
I just turned my back

And today having
Turned halfway
I can't find you
Because you got tired
Of the same story

And how it hurts
To look for you in the early hours
And find myself with the pillow
And the scent of your body
A silence that speaks to me
In the name of your memories
A memory that traps me
And ties my hands

I am guilty
Of paying little by little
Each of the blows
That I gave you with my words
Because I didn't give a damn!
What you thought of me
And today this little joke of mine
Has cost me a bit