Pastelarium

La Polla Records' song 'Pastelarium' delves into the complex emotions surrounding loss, memory, and the passage of time. The lyrics poignantly ask where one can store the past and the good moments, suggesting that these memories are deeply embedded within the self. The song reflects on the difficulty of holding onto these memories as time moves forward, and the fear that dreams die within the confines of fear itself.

The recurring question of 'where to bury what has died when the feeling is gone' underscores a profound sense of loss and the struggle to move on. This line captures the essence of mourning not just people, but also the emotions and connections that once were. The imagery of darkness and silence, coupled with the feeling of falling and not knowing where to search, paints a vivid picture of the isolation and coldness that accompanies such loss.

Despite the pervasive sense of despair, there is a glimmer of hope in the memory of a loved one's laughter, which remains alive in the narrator's mind. This suggests that while physical presence may be lost, the impact of those we love endures in our memories. The song encapsulates the bittersweet nature of remembering, where joy and sorrow coexist, and the past continues to influence the present.