A.u.S.

Lacrimosa's song 'A.u.S.' delves deep into the emotional turmoil of unexpressed feelings and the pain of rejection. The lyrics, sung in German, paint a vivid picture of a person who is both terrified and elated to hear their name spoken. This duality sets the tone for the entire song, highlighting the complex emotions that come with being remembered, whether in a positive or negative light. The repetition of 'so froh' (so happy) juxtaposed with the fear of hearing one's name suggests a longing for recognition, even if it comes with pain and misunderstanding.

The song continues to explore the theme of unspoken words and the agony they bring. The protagonist's lips form words, but fear keeps them silent, rendering them 'farblos eingepackt' (wrapped in colorless). This imagery of being muted and invisible speaks to the universal experience of feeling trapped by one's own insecurities and the missed opportunities that result from it. The line 'Chance vertan, Bemerkung verschenkt, Bedeutung verloren' (Chance missed, remark wasted, meaning lost) encapsulates the regret and sorrow of not being able to express oneself fully.

In the final verses, the song touches on the paradox of longing for freedom while also yearning for love. The protagonist misses the freedom that a lover does not know, yet also misses the love that a lover receives. This dichotomy underscores the internal conflict between the desire for independence and the need for connection. Lacrimosa masterfully captures the essence of human vulnerability and the pain of unfulfilled desires, making 'A.u.S.' a poignant reflection on the complexities of love and self-expression.