Morning Glory
Lacrimosa
The Haunting Solitude of Dawn: Lacrimosa's 'Morning Glory'
Lacrimosa's 'Morning Glory' is a poignant exploration of loneliness, regret, and the haunting passage of time. The song opens with the protagonist lamenting the early morning birds, a symbol of a new day that he is not ready to face. The repeated mention of being 'wasted again' and indulging in a 'single malt' and 'last cigarette' suggests a cycle of self-destructive behavior, perhaps as a means to escape his inner turmoil. The 'last tango on the dance-floor of my mind' metaphorically represents his mental struggle and the emotional dance he performs within himself, often leading to tears and a sense of deep internal sorrow.
The chorus, 'Morning glory for those who do not need to weep, but not for me,' highlights a stark contrast between those who can embrace the new day with hope and the protagonist, who is trapped in his own despair. The phrase 'I'm into me' suggests a self-absorbed state, where his focus is inward, consumed by his own pain and loneliness. The imagery of 'closing her eyes on me' and 'loneliness won't leave me alone' further emphasizes his isolation and the emotional weight he carries, likening his heart to a stone, heavy and unyielding.
As the song progresses, the protagonist reflects on others who are moving on with their lives, 'naked in the showers' and 'washing clean from my insult,' while he remains stuck in the past, feeling like 'yesterday's man.' His plea for someone to 'shoot those birds' and 'kill my always burning fire' reveals a desire to end his suffering and find peace. The repeated questioning of 'how can love be nightmare?' underscores his confusion and pain, as he grapples with the paradox of love bringing both joy and torment. The song closes with a return to the initial scene, reinforcing the cyclical nature of his despair and the inescapable reality of his emotional state.