To Myself I Turned

Lacuna Coil's 'To Myself I Turned' delves into the introspective journey of self-discovery and the creation of a personal utopia. The song begins with the protagonist describing a world born from their mind, a sanctuary where they hold absolute power and freedom. This imaginary realm is free from external influences like dictators or religions, symbolizing a desire for untainted liberty and self-governance. The lyrics paint a picture of a place where the protagonist is both the princess and the king, highlighting the duality of their role and the complete control they wield over this mental landscape.

As the song progresses, the tone shifts to a more introspective and uncertain one. The protagonist begins to question the stability and sustainability of their self-created world. The 'wind' that changes to a 'deeper roar' signifies external pressures or internal conflicts that disrupt their peace. The mention of bleeding 'another way' suggests a transformation or a struggle that is causing pain and confusion. The protagonist is faced with the harsh reality that their fantasy world might not be as perfect as they once believed, leading to a sense of disillusionment.

The recurring line, 'As you see I'm the only survivor in this land,' underscores the isolation and loneliness that come with living in a self-made world. The protagonist grapples with the decision of whether to continue living in this solitary kingdom or to face the challenges of the real world. This internal conflict is a powerful metaphor for the human experience of grappling with one's inner demons and the quest for self-acceptance. Lacuna Coil's gothic metal style, characterized by haunting melodies and introspective lyrics, amplifies the emotional depth of this journey, making 'To Myself I Turned' a poignant exploration of the human psyche.