In The Mean Time

The scar and the hurt
The dream and the blood

We are locked up inside
In the sickness of our time
We're losing control
Now it's hard to let it go
It feels like dying on the floor
Waking up in pain

We are alone together
No one belongs

In the mean time
I'm falling down
I don't know how to reset myself
I'm still stuck inside my mind
I cannot breathe anymore

We lived through things I cannot say
I feel the cold when you twist the blade
So deep in the cuts
We are blood
We are hurt
We are the forsaken
We're living in vain
As we die inside

In the mean time
I'm falling down
I don't know how to reset myself
I'm still stuck inside my mind
I can't compete anymore

Did they ever tell you to be stronger?
Did they ever force you to be fine?
There is something that they'll never understand
Everything cannot be aligned
When you lost the way
And you fear yourself
When the pain never lets you go
It's hard to push yourself through another day
Nothing kills you like your own twisted mind
I can't compete anymore

In the mean time
I'm falling down
I don't know how to reset myself
Cannot be like you want me to
Don't want to be like you all
I just want to lurk in the dark
Start over again

Blood