Pride

You have this way of making me say
The opposite of everything I mean
I kiss you
I hug you
But I could not feel less connected from you
I know I wanted all this in the beginning
I really tried

I know I caught you
At a not-so-happy time of your life
My dreams are bigger than your junky pride
I don't quite fit the part of
She who loses everything and falls into insanity
The sunbeams, mean nothing
If you can't find the light shining in one thing

I know I wanted all this in the beginning
I really tried
I know I caught you
At a not-so-happy time of your life
My dreams are bigger than your junky pride
It's fine if you're hateful
As long as you remain grateful

It made me nervous
To know you didn't like me
I really tried
The way I'm feeling in this moment
It can't last my whole life
My dreams are bigger than your junky pride