worried (demo)

Lexi Jayde's 'worried (demo)' is a poignant exploration of anxiety and self-doubt, capturing the internal battles that many people face daily. The song opens with the artist attempting to calm herself, counting back from ten, a common technique used to manage anxiety. This sets the tone for the rest of the song, where she questions her worth and the authenticity of her relationships. The line 'Am I a bad friend? Is it all in my head?' reflects the pervasive self-doubt that often accompanies anxiety, making one question their actions and the intentions of others.

The chorus, 'Worried my whole life, Is there something wrong with me?' is a powerful expression of the chronic nature of anxiety. Lexi Jayde articulates a feeling of perpetual worry, suggesting that even when things seem fine, the anxiety doesn't dissipate. The plea for 'just one night without anxiety' underscores the relentless nature of her struggle, highlighting how even brief moments of peace are hard to come by. This sentiment is further emphasized by the line 'I'll always be my own worst enemy,' indicating that her internal battles are often more challenging than any external obstacles.

The song also touches on the fear of judgment and the pressure to conform, as seen in the lines 'Choose left or right, if you don't, you might die' and 'They're all looking back, yeah, you probably look bad.' These lyrics capture the paralyzing fear of making the wrong choices and the constant worry about how others perceive you. Lexi Jayde's raw and honest portrayal of her anxiety provides a voice for those who may feel similarly isolated and misunderstood, making 'worried (demo)' a deeply relatable and emotionally resonant piece.