Last Time I Checked

In 'Last Time I Checked,' lil aaron delves deep into the raw and unfiltered emotions that accompany a devastating breakup. The song is a candid portrayal of the artist's struggle with depression and heartbreak, capturing the essence of feeling utterly lost and unable to move forward. The repeated line, 'Last time I checked, I'm still a fucking wreck,' serves as a powerful reminder of the persistent pain and emotional turmoil that lingers long after a relationship ends. This repetition emphasizes the cyclical nature of his suffering, as he finds himself unable to escape the grip of his sorrow.

The lyrics also explore the futility and confusion that often follow a breakup. lil aaron questions the purpose of the love songs he wrote for his ex, now rendered meaningless in the wake of their separation. This sentiment is encapsulated in the lines, 'What the fuck I'm 'sposed to do with all these love songs? I wrote for you, I wrote for you?' The artist grapples with the paradox of how something that once felt so right can now feel so wrong, highlighting the disorienting and contradictory emotions that accompany heartbreak.

Additionally, the song touches on the theme of time and its supposed healing properties. Despite being told that 'it will heal with time,' lil aaron remains unconvinced, expressing a desire to change his ex's mind and rekindle their relationship. This longing is evident in the lines, 'And they say, it will heal with time, but I still wanna change your mind.' The artist's refusal to let go and his struggle to move on underscore the depth of his emotional attachment and the difficulty of finding closure. 'Last Time I Checked' is a poignant and relatable exploration of the enduring pain of heartbreak and the challenge of navigating life in its aftermath.