Thinking Bout You

Lil Peep's 'Thinking Bout You' is a poignant exploration of love, despair, and the struggle with inner demons. The song opens with a stark image of the artist contemplating his last breath, a metaphor for the overwhelming weight of his emotions and the numbing effect of substance abuse. The reference to pills and being 'real high, like the Moon' underscores the escapism he seeks through drugs, a recurring theme in Lil Peep's music. Despite his struggles, he expresses a determination to succeed, hinting at his ambition and the hope that his hard work will pay off soon.

The chorus reveals a softer, more vulnerable side of Lil Peep. He dreams of a significant other, someone who occupies his thoughts even in his sleep. This person seems to be a source of both comfort and pain, as he acknowledges their mutual suffering and the inevitability of their downfall. The line 'We're both goin' to hell, but at least we got time' suggests a shared sense of doom but also a fleeting solace in their togetherness. The imagery of drawing back curtains and blinds symbolizes a desire to reveal their true selves to each other, despite the pain it may cause.

In the final verse, Lil Peep delves deeper into his feelings of loneliness and despair. The stark imagery of 'body on the asphalt' and contemplating self-harm highlights the severity of his mental state. He questions whether his significant other would care more if he were gone, revealing a deep-seated insecurity and a cry for validation. The song ends on a somber note, with Lil Peep expressing his willingness to sacrifice everything for a fleeting sense of connection, underscoring the tragic duality of his existence—caught between a yearning for love and the crushing weight of his inner turmoil.