Taboo (feat. Blackwinterwells)

Lil Skele

Up late
It's all the same
I might pop a blue just to get me through the pain
It’s hard to say
I'm ok
When every night I have to lie awake
And am I doing better or am I getting really used to it
I get so fucked, I can't even tell the difference
Lying on my floor just to ponder my existence
But I wouldn’t wanna miss this

I've been thinking about those nights in my bedroom
I've been missing your tattoo
Kiss my neck like it's taboo
You're always down in a bad mood
Always sucked thinking back too
I really thought that I had you
Didn't think you would fall through

I get so fucked, I can't even tell the difference
I get so fucked, I can't even tell the difference
I get so fucked, I can’t even tell the difference

You know that etching we made is still on the sidewalk
Breaking down come on baby where did it go wrong
I don't see no one else stuck here writing love songs
Wish I had you to distract me from all my damn flaws

I just need a break from this, I need time to heal
Twisting evil alchemy to break down my shield
And now you know you’ve hurt me so you have no excuse
I'm leaving now for certain, time’s up, you lose

And everytime I feel like my hearts about to break
You just pull me right back in, even though your love is fake
I'm so tired, of hurting over
People who don't like me

But still everytime you smile I think everything's okay
Like I’m walking on thin air, and forgetting all the pain
And I miss you, for some reason
After all the times you hurt me