Apples

Lily Allen's song 'Apples' is a poignant reflection on love, regret, and the cyclical nature of familial patterns. The lyrics take us through a journey of a past relationship, filled with intimate moments and eventual disintegration. Allen reminisces about the early days of her relationship, marked by passion and simplicity, contrasting sharply with the later stages where depression and disconnection took over. The line 'I felt like I was only good for writing the cheques' highlights a sense of worthlessness and the transactional nature that the relationship devolved into.

The chorus, repeating 'So cliché for me to say, I never meant to break your heart,' underscores a common yet deeply personal sentiment of regret. Allen acknowledges her role in the pain caused, yet also hints at an inevitability in the breakdown of the relationship. This is further emphasized by the line 'I had to do it baby,' suggesting that despite the hurt, the separation was a necessary step for her.

The song's title and recurring metaphor, 'I guess the apple doesn't fall far from the tree,' delve into the theme of inherited behaviors and patterns. Allen reflects on her own parents' relationship and sees parallels in her own life, despite her efforts to avoid them. This realization brings a sense of resignation and acceptance, as she finds herself repeating the same mistakes she witnessed growing up. The song is a raw and honest exploration of how our past and upbringing can shape our present, often in ways we struggle to change.