飽和 (houwa)

Lily Chou Chou's song 'Houwa' is a hauntingly beautiful exploration of longing and distance. The repeated phrase 'I miss you, I miss you' sets the emotional tone, emphasizing a deep sense of yearning. The lyrics convey a feeling of separation that transcends physical space, suggesting an emotional distance that feels insurmountable. The mention of '一億光年の果てにも届いて' (reaching the end of a hundred million light years) and '四十万キロも先の月が笑う' (the moon laughing from 400,000 kilometers away) uses astronomical distances to illustrate the vastness of the separation, making the longing feel even more profound and infinite.

The song also touches on the idea of time and space as barriers to connection. The line '南回帰線で戻ってきたなら' (if you return from the Tropic of Capricorn) suggests a hope for reunion, but it is tempered by the uncertainty of when or if it will happen. This creates a poignant tension between hope and despair, as the singer grapples with the possibility of never closing the gap. The imagery of the moon laughing adds a layer of melancholy, as it symbolizes a distant, unattainable presence that mocks the singer's longing.

In the final lines, 'あなたの唇に近づいてしまった あと一ミリにあるホールへの入り口' (I got close to your lips, the entrance to the hole is one millimeter away), the song reaches its emotional climax. The proximity described here is almost painful, as it highlights how close yet how far the desired connection remains. This metaphorical 'hole' could represent the emotional void or the elusive nature of the relationship. The song masterfully captures the essence of unfulfilled desire and the aching beauty of longing, making it a deeply resonant piece for anyone who has experienced similar emotions.