I tried

Lithe's song "I tried" delves deep into the emotional turmoil of a relationship fraught with mistrust and disappointment. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of someone grappling with the realization that their partner has been unfaithful or deceptive. The opening lines, "Keep up with her pace she's hard to come by / Yeah, running back and / Forth all up on my mind," set the stage for the mental and emotional exhaustion the protagonist feels. The constant back-and-forth and the stress of trying to keep up with a partner who is not fully committed is a central theme in the song.

The chorus, "You know that I tried (yeah yeah) / Knowing that you was wasting mine (yeah yeah) / Can't keep up with them fights," highlights the protagonist's efforts to make the relationship work despite the apparent futility. The repetition of "I tried" underscores the sense of frustration and the emotional toll of repeatedly trying to salvage something that is ultimately unsalvageable. The lyrics also touch on the theme of self-deception, as the protagonist admits, "Wish that I could say that it's my first time / Paying no attention to your signs," indicating a pattern of ignoring red flags in relationships.

As the song progresses, the protagonist reaches a point of resignation and acceptance. Lines like "Thought you were my blessing / But you've been ‘round / I don't learn my lesson but I'm okay now" reflect a bittersweet acknowledgment of the situation. The repeated refrain of "I'll find someone else to hate" suggests a coping mechanism, a way to redirect the pain and frustration. Ultimately, "I tried" is a poignant exploration of the struggle to let go, the pain of betrayal, and the resilience required to move forward.