Surprise

I'm I'm on my third life
Looking at a eraser knife this night light
Got me through my childhood
Take this long route hoping they don't see me fit in to the crowd

See I'm always in fear
They will appear
Pushing me down
Yell in my ear: You will never amount to anything!
You should be afraid of everything!
Young boy you're erasing and editing
Checking back corners and looking ahead of me
What if they hurt me or what if they get me?
Spend my lifetime readying and prepping

Like a
Wet steel to the knife
Likе a
Bright light to the night
Like a
Kill switch to your life
I hopе you think twice
I don't play nice
Open up, surprise!

I'm I'm on my sixth life
Looking at eraser made this high life
Thank you to my neighborhood
This long route got me to be strong and rise above the crowd

Always in fear
They will appear
Pushing me down
Yell in my ear: You will never amount to anything!
You should be afraid of everything!
Young boy you're erasing and editing
Checking back corners and looking ahead of me
What if they hurt me or what if they get me?
Spend my lifetime readying and prepping

Like a
Wet steel to the knife
Like a
Bright light to the night
Like a
Kill switch to your life
I hope you think twice
I don't play nice
Open up, surprise!

All these years this life I've chosen
All these tears look how they've focused
Turn your face like you don't know it
But you can't say you don't notice

Like a
Wet steel to the knife
Like a
Bright light to the night
Like a
Kill switch to your life
I hope you think twice
I don't play nice
Open up, surprise