doomsday

Lizzy McAlpine's song 'doomsday' is a poignant and introspective piece that delves into themes of mortality, control, and emotional turmoil within a relationship. The lyrics suggest a metaphorical 'doomsday' representing the end of a relationship or a significant emotional event. McAlpine's request to 'pull the plug' indicates a desire to have control over the timing and nature of this ending, preferring it to be painless and on her own terms, rather than an abrupt or violent conclusion.

The repeated references to 'doomsday' and the accompanying imagery of a marching band create a stark contrast between the celebratory nature of a band and the grimness of an ending. This juxtaposition may reflect the complex emotions involved in letting go, where there is both a sense of finality and a release from the pain caused by the other person, who is described as a 'narcissist' and emotionally detached, likened to a 'goddamn machine.' The lyrics convey a sense of powerlessness, as the speaker feels they have no choice in how the relationship ends, underscoring the theme of control.

The final verse reveals a twist: the 'death' was not literal but metaphorical, symbolizing the end of the relationship and the speaker's emotional liberation. Despite the pain and betrayal felt, there is a bittersweet freedom in the conclusion, as the speaker feels 'more free than I have in years' even as they metaphorically lie 'Six feet in the ground.' The song is a testament to the complex emotions of ending a toxic relationship, where the pain of separation is intertwined with the relief of escape.