Pushing It Down and Praying

I'm in bed, laying down, naked
He's inside of me
I love him, kiss his mouth, praying
He can't see what I see

When I close my eyes
You replace him
Wearing no disguise
You erase him

I wanna feel guilty
I wanna feel that it's wrong
I wanna know peace again
Wanna sing a different song
I want you to need me
I need to want something more
He gives what he can
But now I don't know what he's giving for

I'm in bed, laying down, naked
You're inside of me
I love him, kiss his mouth, saying
Oh, yeah, baby, touch, and touch, and touch, and touch me

I wanna feel guilty
I wanna feel that it's wrong
I wanna know peace again
Wanna sing a different song
I want you to need me (need me)
I need to want something more (something more)
He gives what he can
But now I don't know what he's giving for

Softer, harder, in-between
You know just how to get to me
He is stable, you are deep
I know just how to get what I need

I wanna feel guilty
I wanna feel that it's wrong
I wanna know peace again
Wanna be singing a different song
It's only a question
If somebody brings it up
So I'm pushing it down and praying
He won't see it when I come
I'm pushing it down and praying