Flash

Lomepal's song 'Flash' delves into the haunting nature of painful memories and the struggle to cope with them. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of the artist's internal turmoil, as he recalls specific moments from his past that he wishes he could forget. The imagery of 'three empty bottles' and 'crashing the Cooper' suggests a reckless and self-destructive phase, likened to the dramatic end of a film. This 'flash' of memory replays incessantly, making everything painfully clear, much like a spotlight revealing every detail. The sound of the crash is described as 'loud as death in a beautiful song,' highlighting the paradox of finding beauty in tragedy.

The recurring theme of unwanted memories is emphasized with the line 'bad memories that come back like a theme.' Lomepal questions why these memories resurface, especially during vulnerable moments. He compares his life to a crash test, frequently failing and causing him to be too proud to ask for help. This pride and the constant return of painful memories create a cycle of suffering that he struggles to break free from. The mention of his father receiving a call about a friend's death adds another layer of trauma, illustrating how these experiences shape his emotional state.

In the latter part of the song, Lomepal reflects on the idea of love and pain being intertwined. He expresses a desire for love that hurts, indicating a complex relationship with pain and affection. The line 'love me until it hurts' suggests a craving for intense emotions, even if they are painful. This paradoxical desire for pain and the acknowledgment that life was 'already screwed before we even started' underscores a sense of fatalism and resignation. The song captures the essence of living with a 'heart in maintenance,' constantly trying to manage the damage while finding solace in music and fleeting moments of happiness.