Control

All the walls are caving in
And I feel it, sink or swim
Oh, I'm so sorry
But I can't rewrite our story

All these thoughts are taking hold
Dunno if I'm feeling bold
Or if I hate this
Everything has me so anxious

Guess I'll waste another evening
Feeling like I'll never leave this behind
Stuck in my mind
Every night's a little colder
And the weight upon my shoulders won't fade
Is it too late?

Tell me what I need, tell me who to be
You were always pulling me, pulling me down
Crawling on my knees, watch me while I bleed
You were always pulling me, pulling me down
I don't wanna spend another day like this
Making me numb, ignorance is bliss
But I just wanna know how it feels
Never tell me what I need, tell me who to be
I'm not listening, yeah, I'm finally free
You've lost control of me

And I thought that I'd stay down
When you put me in the ground and left me buried
With my thoughts, all temporary
Oh, I clawed my own way out
Through the sickness and the doubt
Some days I feel like dying
But I'm not done, I'm trying (I'm trying)

Tell me what I need, tell me who to be
You were always pulling me, pulling me down
Crawling on my knees, watch me while I bleed
You were always pulling me, pulling me down
I don't wanna spend another day like this
Making me numb, ignorance is bliss
But I just wanna know how it feels
Never tell me what I need, tell me who to be
I'm not listening, yeah, I'm finally free
You've lost control of me

Tell me what I need, tell me who to be
You were always pulling me, pulling me down
Crawling on my knees, watch me while I bleed (watch me while I bleed)
You were always pulling me, pulling me down (Oh)
I don't wanna spend another day like this
Making me numb, ignorance is bliss
But I just wanna know how it feels
Never tell me what I need, tell me who to be
I'm not listening, yeah, I'm finally free
You've lost control of me