Monster
LUM!X
The Inner Struggle of the 'Monster' Within
LUM!X's song 'Monster' delves into the complex emotions and inner turmoil that arise when one feels like an outsider or a 'monster.' The repetitive questioning of 'How should I feel?' suggests a deep sense of confusion and self-doubt. This line is a powerful reflection of the internal conflict many people experience when they feel misunderstood or judged by society. The 'creatures' looking through the window symbolize the external pressures and judgments that exacerbate these feelings of alienation.
The use of the word 'monster' repeatedly throughout the song emphasizes the intensity of these emotions. It suggests a feeling of being trapped in a negative self-image, constantly scrutinized by others. The window serves as a metaphor for the barrier between the individual's true self and the outside world. It represents the thin veil through which others view and judge, often without understanding the internal struggles faced by the person on the other side.
LUM!X, known for his energetic and electronic music style, uses a pulsating beat to mirror the relentless nature of these intrusive thoughts and feelings. The collaboration with Gabry Ponte adds a layer of intensity, making the song not just a personal reflection but a universal anthem for anyone who has ever felt like a 'monster' in their own skin. The repetitive nature of the lyrics and the beat create a hypnotic effect, drawing listeners into the emotional landscape of the song and encouraging them to confront their own feelings of alienation and self-doubt.