healing (feat. gnash)

Lyncs' song "healing (feat. gnash)" delves into the deeply personal and often tumultuous journey of self-healing and self-discovery. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of someone grappling with internal pressures and the weight of expectations. The opening lines, "I'm overdone and under pressure / Am I ever getting better?" set the tone for a narrative filled with self-doubt and the longing for a simpler, more carefree past. This sentiment is further emphasized with the line, "God, I wish that I was younger / Jealous of my little brother," highlighting a yearning for the innocence and unburdened nature of youth.

The recurring theme of introspection is evident in the chorus, where the protagonist questions their self-worth and ability to love themselves: "If it's only me and the me in the mirror / Do I hug? Do I love? Do I fear her?" This internal dialogue reflects the struggle many face when confronting their own vulnerabilities and imperfections. The act of healing is portrayed as an ongoing process, filled with uncertainty and self-reflection. The repeated assertion, "I'm healing," serves as both a mantra and a reminder that progress, no matter how slow, is still progress.

The song also touches on the pain of past experiences and the difficulty of moving forward. Lines like "I thought I left all this hurt and pain in the past / I try my best, but I'm walking on broken glass" convey the lingering effects of past traumas and the challenge of overcoming them. The metaphor of "walking on broken glass" vividly illustrates the fragility and pain that accompany the healing process. Despite these challenges, the song maintains a sense of hope and resilience, encapsulated in the line, "When the fire burns the feelings I don't show / The only thing that's left to lose is hope." This suggests that even in the face of adversity, hope remains a crucial element of the healing journey.