うずまき (UZUMAKI)

The song 'うずまき (UZUMAKI)' by Machine Girl delves into themes of mental turmoil and the struggle to maintain one's identity amidst chaos. The title itself, 'UZUMAKI,' which translates to 'spiral' in Japanese, suggests a descent into madness, a theme that is prevalent in Japanese horror, most notably in the works of Junji Ito. The lyrics paint a picture of someone grappling with their sanity, using drugs as a means to cope with their internal strife. The repetition of the desire to forget 'everything I wanna be' indicates a deep sense of dissatisfaction with oneself and a longing to escape from reality.

The song's protagonist seems to be on the brink of giving in to 'insanity' and 'calamity,' feeling that there is 'nothing left of me.' This internal conflict is further emphasized by the lines 'I feel the light inside of me / Too late, it's done, no hope for me,' suggesting a lost battle with inner demons. The mention of a 'lobotomy' is a stark metaphor for the desire to numb the mind and sever the connection with one's thoughts and feelings. The 'cycle of blood' lyric could symbolize the repetitive nature of their struggles, with no end in sight.

The repeated mantra 'I kill myself, not today' serves as a powerful refrain throughout the song, highlighting the ongoing battle between the urge to give up and the determination to survive. It's a declaration of resilience in the face of overwhelming mental anguish. Machine Girl, known for their intense and chaotic electronic music, uses this track to explore the darker aspects of the human psyche, creating a soundscape that mirrors the turbulence of the lyrics.