Quanto Forte Ti Pensavo

Madame's song 'Quanto Forte Ti Pensavo' delves into the complex and often painful dynamics of a deeply emotional relationship. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of intense feelings, both positive and negative, that the narrator experiences. The repeated phrase 'quanto forte ti pensavo' (how strongly I thought of you) underscores the overwhelming nature of these emotions, to the point where they almost suffocate her. This intensity is mirrored in the physical imagery of not being able to breathe and needing a 'goccio in più, Maria' (a drop more, Maria), suggesting a desperate need for relief or escape from these overpowering thoughts and feelings.

The song also explores themes of secrecy and forgiveness. The narrator reveals that she has kept the darker aspects of the relationship hidden, even from the other women the subject has loved. This secrecy is tied to a sense of loyalty and perhaps a fear of judgment, as she believes that these women, too, are 'troppo innamorate' (too in love) to leave him. This highlights a common theme in toxic relationships where love and attachment can blind individuals to the harm being done. The line 'si perdona tutto ad uno come te' (everything is forgiven to someone like you) speaks to the power dynamics at play, where the subject's charm or significance makes it difficult for others to hold him accountable.

In the latter part of the song, the narrator reflects on the impact of this relationship on her own identity and well-being. She describes the subject as 'lo specchio dell'anima mia' (the mirror of my soul), indicating that her sense of self is deeply intertwined with him. This connection, however, is aging her, as looking at him with hatred only brings her down. The resolution she finds is in giving 'tutto l'amore' (all the love) she has, hoping that this act of love will eventually liberate her. This suggests a journey towards self-healing and the realization that true freedom comes from within, not from the validation or change of the other person.