Would I

Maggie Lindemann's song 'Would I' delves into the complexities of growing up, dealing with insecurities, and the pressures of fitting in. The lyrics reflect a sense of disillusionment with adulthood, as the singer thought that growing older would alleviate her burdens, but instead, she finds herself grappling with emotional turmoil. The line 'I can't tell if I'm sad or bored' captures the confusion and numbness that often accompany such struggles. The setting of Los Angeles, a city known for its superficiality and relentless pace, exacerbates her feelings of isolation and coldness.

The chorus of the song poses a series of hypothetical questions that highlight the singer's internal conflict and vulnerability. She questions whether she would follow her friends' potentially harmful actions, symbolized by the metaphor of jumping. This reflects the universal struggle of peer pressure and the desire to belong, even at the cost of one's well-being. The repeated questioning of 'Would I, would I?' underscores her uncertainty and the constant battle between her true self and the influence of others.

Lindemann also touches on themes of love and self-worth, admitting that her insecurities and fear of love have prevented her from forming meaningful connections. The lyrics 'If I wasn't afraid of love ya, I would've loved ya' and 'If I wasn't easy to hurt then I wouldn't hurt ya' reveal a deep sense of regret and self-awareness. The song's repetition of 'Everything is never enough' encapsulates the relentless pursuit of satisfaction and the realization that external achievements and validation often fall short of fulfilling one's inner needs.