Me cuesta tanto olvidarte
Manuel Mijares
The Struggle of Letting Go: A Heartfelt Journey
In 'Me cuesta tanto olvidarte,' Manuel Mijares delves into the emotional turmoil of trying to forget a past love. The song's lyrics paint a vivid picture of the internal conflict and the difficulty of moving on. The opening lines, 'Entre el cielo y el suelo / Hay algo con tendencia / Quedarse calvo de tanto recordar,' suggest a constant state of reflection and memory that is almost physically exhausting. This metaphor of something becoming bald from too much remembering highlights the weariness that comes with holding onto the past.
Mijares uses the imagery of a 'cuadro de mi frontizmo' to describe himself, indicating that he feels like a painting that only shows one side. This could symbolize how he presents a composed exterior while hiding his true feelings of pain and regret. The 'cara oculta' or hidden face represents the emotions he keeps concealed, which are the result of his 'idea genial de echarte,' or his brilliant idea to let go of the relationship. Despite his decision, he finds it incredibly hard to forget, repeating the phrase 'Me cuesta tanto olvidarte' to emphasize his struggle.
The song also touches on the paradox of his situation. Although he was the one who decided to end the relationship, he admits that it takes a lot of effort to do things without wanting to, indicating a sense of regret and second-guessing. The repetition of 'Me cuesta tanto olvidarte' throughout the song underscores the persistent and painful nature of his memories. Mijares captures the essence of human vulnerability and the complex emotions involved in letting go of someone who once meant so much.