Voy a Tener Que Buscarte
María Gabriela Epumer
A Quest for Connection in a Dystopian World
María Gabriela Epumer's song "Voy a Tener Que Buscarte" delves into themes of longing, connection, and existential dread. The lyrics paint a picture of a world on the brink of collapse, where the natural order is disrupted, and the protagonist feels an urgent need to find someone significant before it's too late. The opening lines, "No quiero estar en este lugar cuando el mundo se queme," set a somber tone, suggesting a world in turmoil where even the planets and lakes are out of sync. This imagery evokes a sense of environmental and cosmic disarray, reflecting broader anxieties about the state of the world.
The recurring line, "Voy a tener que buscarte," underscores the protagonist's determination to find this person, despite the chaos. This search is not just physical but also emotional and spiritual. The act of "girar hasta encontrarte" (spinning until finding you) symbolizes a relentless quest for connection and meaning. The protagonist's desire to embrace this person before witnessing the end of the world highlights the importance of human connection in the face of existential threats. This embrace, even if just once, becomes a symbol of hope and solace amid despair.
The song also explores the nature of waiting and anticipation through the metaphor of a river. The lines "Pensás como el río que espera que la tormenta lo sorprenda" and "actúas como el río que espera que algo lo sorprenda" suggest a passive yet hopeful stance, waiting for something transformative to happen. The river, a natural element, contrasts with the earlier imagery of a disrupted world, perhaps hinting at the resilience of nature and the human spirit. The closing lines, which mention hearing a voice and feeling a touch, emphasize the sensory and emotional aspects of this quest, making the search for connection deeply personal and poignant.