あいしていたのに (aishiteita no ni)

Maretu's song 'Aishiteita no ni' delves into the complexities and darker aspects of love and betrayal. The lyrics are a haunting exploration of a relationship that has gone awry, filled with intense emotions and a sense of possessiveness. The repeated phrases '愛していた' (I loved you) and '愛していたのに' (I loved you, but) highlight the speaker's deep feelings of love that have been tainted by betrayal. This juxtaposition of love and betrayal creates a powerful emotional conflict that drives the narrative of the song.

The imagery in the lyrics is vivid and intense, with references to '絡めた鼓動' (entwined heartbeats) and '体中に刻みつけよう' (let's carve it into our bodies). These lines suggest a desire for an unbreakable bond, a connection that goes beyond the physical and into the very essence of their beings. However, this desire for unity is contrasted with the speaker's possessiveness and need to control, as seen in lines like '逃がさないよ' (I won't let you go) and '私のもの' (you're mine). This possessiveness ultimately leads to a destructive outcome, as the speaker seeks to end the relationship before it can end on its own terms.

The song also touches on themes of trust and betrayal, with the repeated lines '信じていた' (I believed) and '信じていたのに' (I believed, but). The speaker's trust has been shattered, leading to a sense of disillusionment and a desire for retribution. The phrase 'こうしてやる 裏切り者は' (I'll do this to the traitor) indicates a vengeful response to the betrayal, further emphasizing the dark and intense emotions at play. Maretu's use of repetitive and escalating language throughout the song amplifies the sense of urgency and emotional turmoil, making 'Aishiteita no ni' a powerful exploration of the darker side of love and relationships.