Suji

Maretu's song 'Suji' delves into the tumultuous journey from childhood to adulthood, exploring themes of disillusionment, societal pressure, and the loss of innocence. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a young person grappling with the harsh realities of growing up, where the carefree days of youth are replaced by the burdens and expectations of adult life. The repeated references to physical and emotional decay, such as '健全でしっくな体 壊れる' (a healthy and chic body breaking down) and '汚れたての 死体イジクル' (playing with a freshly dirtied corpse), serve as metaphors for the inevitable wear and tear that comes with age and responsibility.

The song also touches on the internal conflict between maintaining one's true self and conforming to societal norms. Lines like '無邪気さぬいで 大人に なるんだろ' (shedding innocence to become an adult) and 'ナチュラルな君を見て' (seeing the natural you) highlight the struggle to preserve one's authenticity in a world that demands conformity. The protagonist's desire to '見せびらかしたい' (show off) and the subsequent realization that it leads to '痛い!' (pain) underscores the futility of seeking validation through external means.

Furthermore, 'Suji' explores the theme of existential despair, as seen in the lines '最低な気分 体染める' (a terrible feeling dyes the body) and '切ない死に方 止むを得ず' (an inevitable, painful death). The imagery of '崩れ立ての 死体噛みつく 妄想' (biting into a crumbling corpse in a delusion) reflects a deep sense of hopelessness and the destructive nature of unfulfilled dreams. Maretu's use of dark, visceral language and haunting metaphors creates a powerful narrative that resonates with anyone who has faced the harsh realities of growing up.