Close My Eyes

Mariah Carey's 'Close My Eyes' is a poignant reflection on her childhood and the process of growing up too fast. The lyrics suggest a narrative of a 'wayward child' who has experienced more than what is typical for someone of a young age. The weight of the world and the 'winding road' of life have taught her things 'little ones shouldn't know,' indicating a loss of innocence and the burden of early maturity.

The chorus, where Carey sings about closing her eyes and steadying her feet, symbolizes a coping mechanism for dealing with the overwhelming experiences of her past. By raising her head to the sky, she looks for hope and a way to move forward despite the challenges she has faced. The recurring image of looking at the moon may represent a sense of wonder and the lingering innocence within her, despite feeling that she 'grew up a little too soon.'

The latter part of the song delves into the theme of resilience. Carey speaks of almost falling 'right over' the edge but catching herself 'in time.' This metaphor could represent a moment of near self-destruction or giving up, which she overcomes. The 'guardian angel' and the 'ocean' imagery suggest a guiding force or a sense of peace that helps her sail through life's difficulties. The song ends with a reaffirmation of her strength and the ability to maintain a sense of childlike wonder amidst the trials of life.