violet

Marianne Ross's song 'violet' delves into the complex emotions tied to a tumultuous relationship. The color violet serves as a powerful metaphor throughout the song, symbolizing both the beauty and the pain associated with the person the singer is addressing. The opening lines, 'When I think of violet, I think of you,' immediately set the tone, linking the color to memories of the person. The use of 'autopilot' suggests a sense of detachment or routine in the relationship, hinting at emotional distance or coping mechanisms.

The song takes a darker turn as it explores the emotional toll of the relationship. The line 'And it's terrifying when you get blue' indicates the fear and anxiety that arise when the other person is in a negative emotional state. The imagery of 'colors sinking through' conveys a sense of being overwhelmed by these emotions, as if they are seeping into the singer's very being. This is further emphasized by the haunting refrain of lying awake, unable to escape the lingering impact of these feelings.

The most poignant part of the song comes with the revelation that the color violet also reminds the singer of physical and emotional bruises left by the other person. The 'purple hue' of a bruise becomes a stark symbol of the pain inflicted. Despite this, the singer tries to 'compromise the way I view' and seeks a form of emotional 'bulletproofing,' indicating a struggle to protect oneself from further harm. The acknowledgment that 'you didn't try to do what you did' adds a layer of complexity, suggesting a mix of hurt and understanding, and perhaps a reluctant acceptance of the other person's flaws.