I Still Don't Cry

Marlon Craft's song 'I Still Don't Cry' delves deep into the internal struggle of vulnerability and the societal pressures to maintain a facade of toughness. The repeated refrain, 'I still don't cry,' underscores the artist's ongoing battle with expressing his emotions. Craft admits to lying to himself and avoiding eye contact with his reflection, symbolizing a deeper avoidance of confronting his true feelings and fears. This self-deception is a common theme, reflecting the broader human experience of hiding pain and vulnerability to appear strong.

The lyrics also touch on the desire for self-improvement and the frustration that comes with it. Craft expresses a longing to make better decisions and grow, yet he feels weighed down by the knowledge and emotions he carries. This sense of being 'paralyzed by the shit that I feel' and 'propelled by the shit that I fear' highlights the paradox of wanting to change but feeling stuck. The use of everyday vices like beer and excuses as crutches further illustrates the struggle to cope with these internal battles.

Craft's candidness about his fears, particularly the fear of dying, adds another layer of depth to the song. This fear is a driving force behind his actions and inactions, making it difficult for him to live authentically. The line 'Pay the cost due of every tear untold' poignantly captures the emotional toll of suppressing one's true feelings. Through 'I Still Don't Cry,' Marlon Craft offers a raw and honest portrayal of the complexities of emotional vulnerability and the societal expectations that often hinder genuine self-expression.