Essa Saudade
Marquinhos da Serrinha
The Unbearable Weight of Longing in 'Essa Saudade'
Marquinhos da Serrinha's song 'Essa Saudade' delves deep into the emotional turmoil of longing and unrequited love. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a person grappling with the intense pain of missing someone who has moved on. The recurring theme of 'saudade,' a Portuguese word that encapsulates a deep emotional state of nostalgic longing for something or someone that one loves and is now lost, is central to the song. This feeling is so profound that it tortures the narrator every night, making it impossible to move on or find solace in a new love.
The song is filled with conditional statements that highlight the 'what ifs' and 'if onlys' of the narrator's situation. These hypothetical scenarios—if the loneliness could ease the suffering, if a new love could appear, if the memories could fade—underscore the narrator's desperate wish for relief from their emotional pain. However, the repeated use of 'mas não' (but no) serves as a stark reminder that these wishes are unattainable, and the narrator remains trapped in their sorrow.
Marquinhos da Serrinha's poignant lyrics also touch on the inevitability of love's pain. The lines 'quem ama só perde o sentido do viver' (whoever loves only loses the meaning of living) and 'ninguém obriga um outro alguém a lhe querer' (no one can force another to love them) reflect a deep understanding of the complexities and often one-sided nature of love. The song's melancholic tone is further emphasized by the dream sequence, where the narrator experiences a fleeting moment of happiness, only to wake up to the harsh reality of their unfulfilled longing. This juxtaposition of dream and reality amplifies the emotional weight of the song, making 'Essa Saudade' a powerful exploration of love, loss, and the enduring pain of unrequited affection.