Sides Of Me

Masego's 'Sides Of Me' delves into the complexities of modern relationships, particularly focusing on the internal struggle between desire and self-control. The song begins with the artist recounting a brief yet intense romantic encounter that quickly escalates into a month-long interaction. Despite the initial physical attraction, Masego admits to being 'mad resistant' to forming a deeper connection, highlighting a common modern dilemma where emotional intimacy is often avoided in favor of fleeting physical relationships. This sets the stage for the central conflict of the song: the tension between wanting to connect and the fear of vulnerability.

The chorus reveals a deeper layer of Masego's internal conflict. He feels trapped, almost like being in a 'penitentiary,' by his own desires and the expectations of others. The line 'I think I'm 'bout to see a side of me' suggests that he is on the verge of confronting parts of himself that he would rather keep hidden. This is a powerful metaphor for the struggle many people face when balancing their desires with their better judgment. The repetition of 'I ain't tryna see those sides of me' underscores his reluctance to face these darker aspects of his personality, fearing that doing so might lead to self-destruction or loneliness.

In the latter part of the song, Masego touches on themes of pride and reputation. He expresses frustration over being made to look foolish in front of his friends and the perceived invincibility of his partner due to her celebrity status. This culminates in a moment of raw emotion where he contemplates violent retribution, a stark contrast to his usual composed demeanor. This outburst serves as a cautionary tale about the dangers of letting unchecked emotions dictate actions. The song ends with a nod to wisdom, suggesting that despite the turmoil, there is a lesson to be learned about self-awareness and control.