Ayer

Mathilda's song "Ayer" delves deep into the emotional turmoil and existential struggles of an individual grappling with their inner demons. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a person who has faced immense psychological pain and disillusionment. The opening lines, "Ayer huí de entre las garras, De aquél espejo que me marchitó…" suggest a confrontation with a distorted self-image, symbolized by the mirror that withers the soul. This metaphor of the mirror reflects the internal conflict and the struggle to maintain sanity in the face of overwhelming self-doubt and despair.

The recurring theme of suffering and silence is poignantly expressed in lines like "Ayer sufrí, sentí el desprecio, Probé el silencio que me ensordeció…" Here, the silence is not a peaceful one but rather a deafening void that amplifies the sense of rejection and emotional numbness. The venomous sentiment that poisons the heart further emphasizes the depth of the protagonist's anguish. The imagery of black wings and running to hell in "Ayer pensé alzar el vuelo, Con alas negras llenas de maldad…" symbolizes a descent into darkness and the temptation to embrace malevolence as a means of escape.

However, the song takes a turn with the shift from "Ayer" to "Hoy," indicating a transition from past suffering to present defiance. The lines "Hoy pongo en venta mi alma, Hoy ni el dolor me calma" reveal a sense of resignation but also a rebellious spirit against destiny. The protagonist, now a "vencido ángel," or defeated angel, is determined to fight against their fate, showcasing a complex interplay between surrender and resistance. The final verses reflect a bittersweet relief found in tears, suggesting that even in moments of profound sorrow, there is a glimmer of sincerity and truth.