Like a Fish

Matt Maltese's song "Like a Fish" delves deep into the raw emotions of jealousy, inadequacy, and unrequited love. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a man tormented by the knowledge of his former lover's new relationship. The opening lines, where the ex-lover casually mentions using chocolate in intimate moments with her new partner, set the tone for the protagonist's spiraling thoughts. This image becomes an intrusive thought that he can't shake off, leading him to drink excessively, metaphorically 'like a fish,' to numb the pain and envy he feels.

The recurring theme of inadequacy is palpable throughout the song. The protagonist is acutely aware of his shortcomings, especially when compared to the 'tall kind man' who has taken his place. This comparison is not just physical but also emotional, as he feels he can never measure up to the new partner's stature in her life. The line "He's so much taller than I ever will be" is a poignant metaphor for his feelings of inferiority and the insurmountable gap he perceives between himself and the new man.

Maltese's lyrics also touch on the protagonist's struggle to move on. Despite his attempts to make light of the situation with wisecracks, the pain of not being able to fulfill his ex-lover's desires is evident. The song's melancholic tone is further emphasized by the protagonist's dreams about his ex-lover and his futile wish to 'fill his shoes.' The repeated refrain of drinking 'like a fish' underscores his desperate attempts to drown his sorrows and escape the harsh reality of his unfulfilled love.